Back to school.. ?

School's gonna start soon in another 5 more days and I'm gonna be in freaking KBSM 2 in another 5 more days. Woah, time passes really damn fast. It just feels like yesterday when I was sitting for my UPSR 1 year back. In another blink of eyes, it'll be Christmas then I'll be in KBSM 3 where I'll get a lot of homework, lectures and stuff since it's the PMR year. Life's all "good". Anyway, my holidays and my Christmas sucked. I didn't go to much places except for those random places like KL and stuff. My life is so .... lifeless. Anyway, nothing to blog about except for going-back-to-torture-chamber. I hope school's gonna be better than my holidays. YOU BETTER DO A GOOD JOB! Oh, before I forget, I would like to congratulate all those KBSM 3 (2008) studying in IIS who got 7A's. Well, CONGRATULATIONS! ( Gimme some tips before my time comes yeah? ;) )Grey's Anatomy rocks =D Toodles.

Holidays ; Grey's Anatomy

Aiyoh.... Grey's Anatomy's getting too pathetic. It's really sad.. seriously. It used to be like what? American primetime medical tv drama and now it's like uhhh. It's getting so damn boring! They might wanna take out either Patrick Dempsey or James Pickens Jr. and put in Private Practice. If they ever take Patrick out, I'm never gonna watch that show. Seriously.. Where's the McDreamy then? This show is famous because of him. He's like the leading star. Even during thanksgiving, they post only a picture of him in their Grey's Anatomy Insider website. Honestly, i only watch this series because of him and maybe because of all the cast but mostly more to him. He's like America's ladies dream man. Well, between him and George Clooney, i'll obviously choose Patrick. Meredith (a character played by Ellen Pompeo) will be so lonely without Derek (a character played by Patrick Dempsey). In this series, they're lovers. How can she survive without him? She'll be so depress and he'll be too. It's so hard to see them get back together. In Season 1, they were together, Season 2, nope, Season 3, yeap, Season 4, nope and now Season 5, yes. And Shonda Rymes (the producer of Grey's Anatomy and Private Practice) might be moving him out of Grey's and put him in Private Practice. What the hell? Why Derek? Of all person? I still like Grey's Anatomy but without Patrick Dempsey as Derek Shepherd, it just doesn't seem right. He's like so hot and his face is so damn nice to look at. No one suite the title/nickname "McDreamy" but him. When he's not acting, he is also known as "McDreamy" around town or maybe in the whole world. Well, i obviously know he's "McDreamy". You won't understand how am i feeling now unless you watch from Season 1 - 4. Season 5 is just premiering in the USA so it won't be premiered in Malaysia yet untill maybe middle next year? Simply can't wait to watch it because episode 1 - 12 is alright. Watch some parts in YouTube already. You guys should go watch it. Seriously.. Worth watching. You know how worth it is it? If i start watching from episode 1 to the last episode of the last season (so far the last season is Season 5), i don't need my pc, my handphone, or anybody else. I'm the type of girl who simply can't live without my pc but with Grey's Anatomy, i don't need anything except it and some food to keep my stomach full. Hehehe. With it, i seriously love life. I thank God so much for making me to notice this series. At first, i mean beginning of this year, when this particular series come out, i'll be like "MOST BORING SERIES EVER! CHANGE PLEASE." And now, woah. Simply can't resist! Without it, i can't live life happily. But yes, i do have a life. Holy crap.. Seriously loving it to the max! I introduced this series to some of my friends. Well, i hope they really mean that they like it. It's a really good series. I learned a lot from it. I planned to be a lawyer, a succesful one indeed, but if i can't succeed being a lawyer, i'll take up neurosurgery. It captures my attention. I'm starting to like Science after watching this series. Science is something to do with medicine right? Yeap. This series did not just inspired the classical medical textbook "Gray's Anatomy", but it had also inspired me. Haha. Well, it's the hols now. Been occupying myself with this series, Friends, Whose Line Is It Anyway? and the series shown in "Monday Night Laugh". Till next year, peace.

Parents' Day was crap.

When it comes to Parents' Day, i'll me so emotional the whole day. Well, thank God it's so over for the year. I didn't had that much amount of complains though. What a surprise eh? Jessie Foo, the one and only, and not THAT much of complains. Woohoo. I was like sitting behind of the class listening to every word the 2 teachers had to say, Mr Prakash and Puan Ain. They talked a lot. Well, teachers love to talk, that's where we, the students got the habit of talking a lot in class. I think they talk more than us. Haha. Anyway, Mr Prakash was quite sweet, i have to say. He said that "Actually, Jessie's a very nice girl. I like her very much. I mean, not that "kind" of way. But she always think i hate her which i don't. I know she's a very nice girl." Just for the record, he treats me like as though he really hates me. And i was known as the leader of the group (those people i mix with in class). Me? The leader? My ass. I don't consider myself as a freaking leader or something. I think everybody in my class is a leader. We follow each other behaviours except for one or two. You know who am talking about aite, KBSM 1 (2008)? Lol. Still, i hate Parents' Evening. The worst nightmare a student can get. Puan Ain stayed so queit. The only thing she did was nod or say "That's true." The only sentence she said was "Eh Jess, itu tak baik." Througout the whole session, the one that stayed queit the whole time was ME. I am serious. I didn't uter any word. I just sat behind and laughed at what they have to say about me. I sat behind and pretended it was a comedy movie without any popcorns or any drinks, just my handphone, myself and them. Next year, my class's gonna split. The monsters will be devided into 2 classes. I find that...amusing. The class would be so queit and dull. I think i'll spend my time sleeping and snoring the whole day through. I'll miss the noise makers if i'm not in the same class as them. Well, i wish i'll go to the noisy class. I can't stand queitness. That's why i hate exams and cinemas. It's too quiet, pin dropped silence. It's boring and crappy. Anyway, to KBSM 1 (2008) : See you guys in school next year in KBSM 2! I won't be onlining this whole holidays as i'm grounded. I won't be able to communicate with you all this 1 month. If you want to communicate with me, please do send me emails or drop some friendster comments. I am grounded from onlining and having my handphone. See you guys! Gonna miss you all this holidays. Will miss the annoying and loud noises especially. Till then, peace.

I'm marry-freaking-poppins'

Today's freaking making peace day. Today's where I made peace with so many people. That's good right? And I got back half of my results, turned out pretty good. Din't expected that though. Now I realize the difference between studying and not studying. That's all, am off to watch Mamamia for like my third time? PEACE YA'LL ;)

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I got back my Geography results and it's only 72% which is a B without coursework. At least it's better that the previous one, which is 45%? Such a big difference! That's all i got so far.
I wonder why God chose me for that? What sin did i commit till i have to suffer like this? I might die or i might runaway. Yeah, if i die, all the problems i am currently facing will be washed away and i'll start a brand new start. Isn't that good? New life, no problem, everything turns up well. But, WHY ME? Okay, probably i should ignore this obstacle and live life to the max. Everyone will leave the world one day, so i guess i'm ready to face the truth. I'll come back though.... :(
Second question, WHAT DO YOU HAVE AGAINTS ME? I can fix things up for you to threat me better. I want things to be like last time. I'm in such a big trouble/mess because of all these shit. Well, i can't blame you for everything. It's also partly my fault. And if she doesn't wanna admit, i'll take the blame from her. I don't want this problem to move any further. Getting friends into trouble ain't what i like to do. For your sake, i'll take that blame from you. Eventhought you're also in bigger trouble than me, i'll just take it from you. Both of us are already in trouble. So, it doesn't make any difference if i get into worst trouble or consinquences (whatever on how to spell it). Life's just hard.

The 2008 exams, over&out.

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO =D Didn't blog for like um um um 3 days? Been studying for the end of term exams. Yeah, i was actually studying for it. Shocked aite? I didn't even know how does it comes out from my mouth. Anyway, the exams are so over and i'm totally overjoyed. But, i don't think that mood will stay for long after the results come out. I hope i passed with flying colours. I did badly for Math, Science, KH, History and Art, but i don't care about freaking art. I hate drawing and i hate doing the Art theory. Din't even bother on opening my Art textbook and reading through it. The results doesn't affect me a bit. I'm gonna be marry-freaking-poppins :)) That's who i am. Oh yeah, did i tell you that i got into trouble right after my last test finished? It was Science paper 2, my science teacher came in to invigilate. When something that you don't like is finally over, you'll scream out freaking loud right? I did that with some of my other friends but she only saw me but heard a thousand of screams. She asked us to sit back down and gave us a long lecture. I was like ''Dude, it's time for us to go home. Didn't got to touch my handphone, computer and my Grey's Anatomy cds. Let me free now alright!" She kept on lecturing. She ended with this sentence with her freaking eye contact look on us saying "This is not over. You guys like to make the teachers angry. Tomorrow morning, you all will stay back during assembly. This matter will go up to Mr. Louis. Okay, go!" Fuck that, seriously.
And again, glad exams are over =D

Exams :(

The end of term exam's on Monday, 10 November 2008 to 13 November 2008, Thursday. Wish me luck! I seriously need a lot of them. SHITTTTTTTT :( I'm getting worried now. I'm doing last minute studying which i don't think it will help a lot. I'm always distracted by the pc, tv, handphone and my Grey's Anatomy cds. Hiding them away doesn't make any difference. Sigh :( one year gonna end soon then it'll be 2009 and i'll be in form 2. Imagine me studying form 2 stuff. Seriously unbelievable. And i'm still missing you like crazy. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? :(( I wanna forget about you before the exams stuff. Your seriously a disturbance in my life. I can't move on if i don't forget about you which i know it'll never be that soon =\ Anyway, i hope things better. I just wanna get the good results so i can rebond my hair =D Can't wait to rebond my hair but sigh, there's always a lot of conditions. Lord, I hope i can get the good results. As in like 80% and above :) I wanna do well in my History and Geography. Oh yeah, and Math as well :) First time in history, I'll get an A or B for these 3 subjects. If i ever get or like i'll get =\ Gonna go study History now. Wish me luck kays? :)

Missing the old times :(

I miss you, i love you, i want you, you can be my hero. Shit, i sound like a despo aite? But seriously, i don't lie. Whatever i say here is totally true. Sighs..... :( I wish i could turn back the time to all those happy times and those good times. I regret for not doing some stuff. Sorry? I've been hiding my true feelings towards you from everyone. Well, i don't hope you'll see this blog because you'll think i am a real despo. Nothing can change your feelings but i hope something can change my feelings. I wanna move on but i can't. I wish some prince charming appears infront of me for me to fall inlove with him. When i like someone, your face pictures in my head. My feelings change 360 degrees backwards. Lord, please? If i had 3 wishes, i'll wish for :
a) turn back time
b) school will be like last time
c) to forget about you
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. I sound like a freaking cheap person. But in the end, nothing's gonna change like last time.
"Getting over you was slow. They say old lovers can be good friends. But i never thought i'll really see you again. No this is just ain't true. I go crazy, when i look in your eyes. I still go crazy, crazy."

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I seriously hate Wednesdays because of the pe lessons and co-co (games) lessons. Today was a bad day to go under the Sun. I felt like fainting because i'm sick. I literaly slept in class today because the subject teacher didn't come which is the most boring subject ever, bm = Bahasa Melayu. Hate that teacher so much but somehow, i really pity her because my classmates really bully her and laugh at her body shape like shit. Well, i do at times but now, i realize that's stupid for me to laugh at her knowing that my body shape is also really sucky and my looks are like super duper ugly. Hmmm my form teacher is coming back soon from her maternity leave. I miss her screams and her lectures. You know, her screams could be heard till KL? Hahaha.
Dude, i miss youuuuu :( Getting over you is slow.. Forgive me? Trying my best already.

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School's the same as usual. Nothing new happened, the same old boring school. I'm still being ignored and being invisible though but nahh, doesn't matter anymore. That asshole's just being super childish and yeah, very very very emotional. I hate bears and i hate cows. I've got a cow in my class and i've got a bear who's teaching me =O Mmmmm i'm sick :(( and i'm still forced to go to school. Hmmm after hearing some really bad news, i might wanna leave iis. I might go to Penang and study. Well, it's still a 'might' so i can't get too excited. If i ever move to Penang, i'm gonna force some of my classmates to go along with me too *mean mean*. I wanna quickly get out from school. I don't wanna study anymore! I give up all hope, i'm gonna fail in life, woahhhhhh =D I wanna stay far away from all these shit and those jackasses. I WANT THEM TO LEAVE BUT THEY WOULDN'T. SO I'M GONNA LEAVE JUST FOR THE SAKE OF THEM. I wish i didn't know them. Sighs.... =\
Life is beautiful but the 'some' people living in it destroyed the beauty of life. That's sad, really :(

Heritage Day :)

Heritage Day, 1 November 2008, 8.30am - 2.00pm, Ipoh International School.
I went on pony rides =D I spend my time screaming and screaming and saying "Shit, this thing is moving and shaking! SHIT!" The 'thing' meaning to the cute huge white pony. Holy crap, it was huge. Wonder why do they call them ponies. Ponies are for like cute little small things but this, oh man it was so huge! It was fun actually, really enjoyed myself on that day. Oh yeah, i did tattoos. It's cool. But it's fading away. DAMN YOU! grrrrrr :@
Hmmm, why didn't you come? :(

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We blog to express our feelings that we're hiding deep down under aite? I'm gonna express it all here. I don't like you okay? I told you everything about who i like, private things and stuff like that but i guess my trust has been betrayed like shit. Yeah, do whatever you like. Ignore me, pretend that you don't know me, let me be invisible in your damn freaking eyes. So what? I don't care. You just wanna make me care and want me to feel so damn guilty but guess what? I didn't do a shit to you. You're the one that suppose to feel guilty and all this shit. Do you even think i want you to forgive me? Yeah, i'll go running after you saying 'hey i'm sorry okay?' Dude, you've just been fooled. You really think i mean my sorry-ness or whatever? Hahahaha, crying out loud! At the end of the day, you'll be crawling and begging me to forgive you. But this time, i'm too smart not to forgive people like you. Do you believe in God? God's up there watching you. Your the religious type. Don't your religion teach you to forgive and forget? I know mines do. I make no apologies here. You should be the one feeling damn guilty dude. Don't pretend that your the innocent one because i already hate you from the start. Didn't your mum ever thought you manners or maybe teach you to have a little compassion in your heart? I don't think so. Your a big jackass. Get a new life dude because i don't think God's gonna give you a good reward neither He'll give me. I have to say this with no doubts and no regrets, YOU ARE A BIG LOSER. And just for the record, i seriously hate bears :)