This blog is for Michael.

Dear Michael,
Can i ask you a simple question? "WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" I've never screamed to you before right? But now, YES! I AM SCREAMING AT YOU! Why can't you just move on in life? Life's hard all the time. But, what can we do? I wish i was God so i'll have all the powers to make life easier and better for everyone and me, to turn back time, to make time pass faster during the utterly most boring lessons in school, i wish i can see the future, and the list goes on. But i'm not. Neither are you. So, why can't you just move on? You've got a bright future ahead you. That i can see. Lean through the fear and get that happy ending. Why do you care so much for other people but not yourself? Don't you know that your harming yourself and most of all, the people around you that cares and loves you. For example, your family, your relatives, your best of friends and your teachers. Don't you know that?! Your acting too emotional and i think that's pathetic. NOTHING WILL CHANGE! LIFE'S LIKE THIS AND I KNOW IT SUCKS! So please, i'm asking you, after the Chinese New Year break, be yourself back. I hate the you now. Please... And so what if you don't like anyone? DON'T BOTHER ON WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK! You suck when your being emotional. PATHETIC LITTLE FELLA! I'm so sorry but it's the truth. Don't believe? Ask the people surrounding you in school then!
Happy Chinese New Year. Hpe the New Year brings you good luck, good health and wealth. But most of all, HOPE YOU'LL REALIZE AND START MOVING ON! See you the week after next. Bye.
Your non biological big sis ; KBSM 2's eldest sister.

This blog is for Pearlly :)

Dear Pearlly,
I don't know why and i don't know how but i think i would wanna reply your newest published blog here. Okay, here i start. Life can be really hard at times for everybody. Everyone goes through the hard times and good times but most of the time, we'll have the hardest times of all. Like for example, deaths, family problem, financial problem and so on. We just have to take everything as how God planned it to happen. Nothing's easy in life. Please, don't get me wrong, i'm not meaning that you're saying that everything's easy. No, i don't mean it that way. I'm just saying for some other people who thinks lifes so awesome and stuff. Yeah, maybe for them. Those who don't give a shit about anything and don't care what's gonna happen and stuff. You didn't say anything that made him angry. As i have told you, he gets mad very fast sometimes there's a reason for it and sometimes there isn't any reason for it. I've gone under him before. He has scolded and lectured me a million times before with his mad tone. I listened and didn't utter anything. But on the other hand, he's a really cool and nice person. Well, this is karma. Probably you did something bad to him in your previous life that's why he's behaving this way back to you. And probably, i did something really nasty to him and he's treating me like that. You know the way he treats me right? So don't worry. Karma does suck at times. Karma's a bitch, seriously. But this is life. We can't change anything. Now you have don't have to worry about anything. Life's gonna get better in the future. Just go and follow with the flow. I know that sucks but we can't do anything. So this i'm telling you, you didn't do anything bad or say anything nasty to him. That's the past. During Fridays, if you wanna confide in him, i'll accompany you. I don't mind skipping break if you want, alright? A good way to loose weight too =P I hope you read this and please don't misunderstand what i say okay? Whatever i said it's the truth and it's something that won't hurt anyone. KEEP SMILLING TILL YOUR CHEEKS HURT! =D Hahaha. See you tomorrow in school. Byeeee :)
*Love you lil' sis*

Baby, i'm amazed by you :)

I thought you were gone for good and i'll never be able to see you again or at least get to know you. My heart broke into tiny, little, unrepairable pieces. I guess God was being really kind. Today you came back but in a few more months you'll go. Delay of flight eh? Thank God?? Haha. Now, maybe i'll get the good oppurtunity to know you as a friend. Taking baby steps here! ;) And yes, every little thing that you do, baby, i'm so amazed by you. Lol.
And for you, you were so nice today. Your the coolest teacher ever!
That's about it, am of to watch the newest episode of Grey's Anatomy, Season 5.
Happy Weekends!